{"id":1155,"date":"2020-01-26T21:05:07","date_gmt":"2020-01-26T19:05:07","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/upas.evvel.org\/?p=1155"},"modified":"2020-01-27T14:51:18","modified_gmt":"2020-01-27T12:51:18","slug":"icbukey-kivrimlar-emir-alisipahi","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/upas.evvel.org\/?p=1155","title":{"rendered":"\u0130\u00c7B\u00dcKEY KIVRIMLAR (Emir Alisipahi)"},"content":{"rendered":"\n

____________Duygu G\u00fcnde\u015f<\/em><\/a> an\u0131s\u0131na…<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

evvela,<\/strong>
-yani-
her\u015feyden \u00f6nce
sen de biliyorsun.
sabahlar\u0131n,
h\u0131rpalanm\u0131\u015f denizinde y\u00fczen,
\u00f6ylesine h\u0131r\u00e7\u0131n \u00e7ocuklard\u0131k.
umudun,
kulak t\u0131rmalayan nutuklar\u0131na
\u00e7arpard\u0131 kula\u00e7lar\u0131m\u0131z.

\u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc o bel kemi\u011fimizdeki arzu,
\u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc o \u015fehvetin \u00e7\u00fcr\u00fcm\u00fc\u015f kesinli\u011fi,
“al\u0131\u015fkan” bir vebayla lanetlenmi\u015fti.

i\u015fte bu,
\u00e7in pazar\u0131nda,
tacirlerin eline d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f,
ta\u015flar\u0131m\u0131z.

i\u015fte bu,
usulden kovgun,
bal\u0131klar\u0131n \u00f6zverisiyle bi\u00e7imlenmi\u015f,
ta\u015flar\u0131m\u0131z.<\/p>

i\u015fte bu
kol gezen sessizlikte,
denizlerden daha \u0131slak
ekmeklerimizle,
hazirandan daha zor
g\u00fcnlerimizde,
canh\u0131ra\u015f,
can verdi\u011fimiz yerlerin,
can suyunda
can \u00e7eki\u015firken,
can\u0131m,
seni,
\u00e7ekti.

sonra kalkt\u0131 papaz\u0131n teki,
s\u0131rf end\u00fcljans\u0131n arka cephesine,
yoldan sapm\u0131\u015f c\u00fcmleler kurup,
kilisenin -alt\u0131n yald\u0131zl\u0131- duvar\u0131na
\u00e7akt\u0131k diye aforoz etti bizi.

halbuki bu yaln\u0131zca ,
g\u00f6vdenin boy g\u00f6steri\u015fi,
yani,
g\u00f6vdenin g\u00f6r\u00fcnen y\u00fcz\u00fcyd\u00fc.

m\u00fcsterih ol papaz efendi.
inan,
senin de g\u00fcnahlar\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kartt\u0131k.
inan.
ac\u0131
(na)
yor
duk.

sen de g\u00f6r\u00fcyorsun sevgilim.
kalemi ilk bak\u0131\u015flar\u0131m\u0131zda k\u0131rd\u0131lar.
\u00e7at\u0131nda
\u00f6fkelendik,
ka\u015flar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n.

koyun koyuna
\u00f6fkelendik,
elimizin kiriyle
\u00f6fkelendik,
\u00f6l\u00fcye su serperken
g\u00f6zya\u015flar\u0131m\u0131z,
dilimizin pas\u0131nda
lekelendik,
dilimizin pas\u0131yla
incindik.<\/p>

i\u015fte,
g\u00f6r\u00fcyorsun sevgilim.
bu diyardan biz,
inceldi\u011fimiz yerde koptuk.

i\u015fte, g\u00f6r\u00fcyorsun ya!
anlamak,
ve anlay\u0131\u015f.
\u00e7a\u011flar boyu s\u00fcregelen,
en ince hastal\u0131k. <\/p>

ve her\u015feye ra\u011fmen,
-yaln\u0131zca-
senin koynunda yad\u0131rgamad\u0131m,
bu d\u00fcnyevi muhabbetlerin
kirli u\u011fultusunu.

\u015fimdi giderayak
deliller b\u0131rak\u0131yorum ard\u0131mda,
damlalar\u0131n o kat\u0131ks\u0131z
a\u011f\u0131rl\u0131\u011f\u0131nca.
tembih ettim ku\u015flara,
ve bilhassa,
f\u0131s\u0131ldad\u0131m y\u0131lg\u0131n kanatl\u0131lar\u0131n,
sivri kulaklar\u0131na.

heybetli u\u00e7aklar,
yolunuza engel de\u011fil!
sinsi kurallar,
kaz gelecek yerden
tavu\u011fu esirgemeyen
kurallar,
y\u0131lan\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131
k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fckken ezen
kurallar,
k\u0131sa ayaklar\u0131n\u0131
gizleyen
kurallar,
yolunuza yordam de\u011fil!

ve tesellisi z\u00fc\u011f\u00fcrd\u00fcn,
yetinecek yer de\u011fil!

bozdum b\u00fct\u00fcn ezberleri,
gidiyorum.
\u00e7ekilemez art\u0131k t\u0131rnaklar\u0131,
\u00e7a\u011flan\u0131r bu karga\u015fa!

ac\u0131n\u0131n g\u00f6lgesine d\u00fc\u015ferken,
yad\u0131rgad\u0131m b\u00fct\u00fcn bu z\u0131rvalar\u0131.

dallara t\u00fcnerken,
g\u00f6rd\u00fcm.
-yaln\u0131zca-
kediler izlemekte,
kesilen a\u011fa\u00e7lar\u0131.

kendimi s\u0131narken,
bildim.
kumrular da s\u0131\u011f\u0131nt\u0131ym\u0131\u015f,
saks\u0131lara,
cam kenarlar\u0131na.

ve elbette sevgilim.
kabul,
en \u00e7etrefilli yoldu,
da\u011flar\u0131n k\u0131y\u0131ya
dik uzanan yama\u00e7lar\u0131nda.

velhas\u0131l,
-yani-
her\u015feyden sonra,
sen de biliyorsun.
s\u00fcratli bir var\u0131\u015ft\u0131 zihnimizdeki,
enkaza d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn alt\u0131n \u00e7a\u011f\u0131na<\/p><\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n

\"\"<\/figure>\n\n\n\n

\u00f6l\u00fcm*
ye\u011fdir!
<\/p><\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n

Emir AL\u0130S\u0130PAH\u0130<\/a><\/strong>
26 Ocak 2020<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

*\u00d6l\u00fcm bir insan\u0131 ancak bu denli Duygu’suz b\u0131rakabilirdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\n\n\n\n

\u015eiir i\u00e7in playlist:<\/strong>

“Baby I’m Gonna Leave You” Led Zeppelin
“Bitsin Bu Delilik” Cihan M\u00fcrtezao\u011flu
“Reverie” Claude Debussy
“Me and My Melody” Arid
“Sakla Beni” Melike \u015eahin<\/em>
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