\/
benim de di\u015flerim var
bir elin d\u00f6rt parma\u011f\u0131na ge\u00e7irilmi\u015f
renk renk<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00f6yleye b\u00f6yle hem de
ka\u00e7ar\u0131 yok<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\/
bak di\u015flerim var inci gibi dizili
mor kabuklardan \u00e7\u0131kartt\u0131\u011f\u0131m<\/p>\n\n\n\n
ka\u00e7 kemik k\u0131rd\u0131m bunlarla bilemem
ka\u00e7\u0131 ka\u00e7t\u0131 a\u011fz\u0131mdan haberim yok<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\/
tuttum birini bir y\u0131ld\u0131z kaz\u0131tt\u0131m
kafatas\u0131ma
sen de be\u015f, ben diyim alt\u0131 k\u00f6\u015fe
ya da k\u0131s\u0131nca be\u015f a\u00e7\u0131nca alt\u0131 diyelim
ne de\u011fi\u015fir?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
allah biliyor ya!
ha a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 ha yukar\u0131
nereye gitsen inziva<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\/
\u015f\u00fck\u00fcrler olsun Ey oklar\u0131n
salland\u0131\u011f\u0131 g\u00fcm\u00fc\u015fe!<\/p>\n\n\n\n
saklamasayd\u0131n dudaklar\u0131n\u0131
okuyabilir miydim?
bilemem<\/p>\n\n\n\n
bir s\u0131rtlan gibi as\u0131labilir miydim
boyunlar\u0131na<\/p>\n\n\n\n
kan\u0131rtabilir miydim kendine mesken
bellemi\u015f aslanlar\u0131?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
korkular\u0131 ka\u00e7\u0131rabilir miydim?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\/
do\u011fruldu belim ve kan
as\u0131l \u015fimdi s\u0131\u00e7rad\u0131 <\/p>\n\n\n\n
bir yanda hizaland\u0131\u011f\u0131m merk\u00fcr
di\u011fer yanda \u00e7ift kafal\u0131 kusmu\u011fu<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u015fimdi! karta \u00e7\u0131km\u0131\u015f
bir ses konu\u015fuyor de\u011fi\u015fmedi hi\u00e7
bo\u015fa \u00e7alan me\u015fhur yank\u0131s\u0131yla g\u00f6zlerinin<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\/
\u015f\u00fck\u00fcrler olsun! karaya ayak bast\u0131k
g\u00f6k bizden yanayd\u0131<\/p>\n\n\n\n
s\u0131rma di\u015flerimizle ge\u00e7tik savma
k\u00f6p\u00fcklerin aras\u0131ndan<\/p>\n\n\n\n
ne yol ne yordam
nas\u0131l geldiyse nas\u0131l kar\u015f\u0131lad\u0131ksa
kar\u0131\u015flad\u0131ksa aln\u0131n\u0131 nas\u0131l<\/p>\n\n\n\n
bir geminin
ak\u0131nt\u0131y\u0131 de\u011fi\u015ftirdi\u011fi g\u00f6r\u00fcld\u00fc<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\/
\u015f\u00fck\u00fcrler olsun!
\u00f6l\u00fcm h\u00e2l\u00e2 d\u00fcnk\u00fc de\u011fi\u015fmedi hi\u00e7<\/p>\n\n\n\n
bir kargan\u0131n gagas\u0131ndan ta\u015fan
ve f\u0131rlatan beni
istenmedi\u011fim yerlere<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\/
Ey benim aynalardan sekerek
b\u00f6\u011fr\u00fcme saplanan kur\u015funlar\u0131m!<\/p>\n\n\n\n
ve yelkenleri delik de\u015fik edilmi\u015f
bir g\u00fcn\u00fc yamayan harmanlar\u0131m!<\/p>\n\n\n\n
kulakkesiliniz,
y\u0131k\u0131m yak\u0131nd\u0131r!<\/p>\n\n\n\n
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