{"id":1877,"date":"2022-03-26T14:31:08","date_gmt":"2022-03-26T12:31:08","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/upas.evvel.org\/?p=1877"},"modified":"2022-03-26T14:31:08","modified_gmt":"2022-03-26T12:31:08","slug":"bu-emrah-sonmezisik","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/upas.evvel.org\/?p=1877","title":{"rendered":"BU (Emrah S\u00f6nmez\u0131\u015f\u0131k)"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p><strong>Bu<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>G\u00f6zlerime s\u00fcrd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm deniz k\u00f6r etmi\u015f olmal\u0131yd\u0131 beni<br>B\u0131\u00e7a\u011f\u0131 k\u0131n\u0131ndan ay\u0131ran bir kalabal\u0131ktayd\u0131m<br>Gidenlerin kalanlardan kopard\u0131klar\u0131 cinsten bir \u015fey de\u011fildi bu<br>Ele\u011fe tak\u0131lan s\u00f6zc\u00fcklerden b\u0131kmakla ilgisi yoktu<br>Y\u00fcz\u00fcmdeki k\u0131y\u0131 bir t\u00fcrl\u00fc dinmiyordu <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u0130lk damla \u00e7oktan d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc ate\u015fe<br>Birbirini \u00f6rtmez iki d\u00fcnyayd\u0131 \u015fimdi<br>Herkesin h\u00fczn\u00fc ayn\u0131 soluktayd\u0131<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Uykular\u0131m da kekemeydi art\u0131k: \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc pencerede hep ayn\u0131 \u0131\u015f\u0131k b\u00fcy\u00fcyordu. <br>B\u00fcy\u00fcd\u00fck\u00e7e seni seviyorum demeyi b\u0131rakan \u00e7ocuklar\u0131n pay\u0131 olmal\u0131yd\u0131 bunda. <br>Zaten B\u00fct\u00fcn paylar, \u00e7ocuklar\u0131nd\u0131. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>G\u00f6zlerimden hemen \u00f6nceydi <br>Yaln\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131n kutulara s\u0131\u011fd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 bilmiyordum hen\u00fcz <br>Annemin sesi pencereden sarkmaz olmu\u015ftu <br>Bah\u00e7eden ta\u015fan a\u011fa\u00e7t\u0131, yeti\u015filmezdi so\u011fu\u011funa ellerimin <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Nihayetinde suda unutulmu\u015f \u00e7eki\u00e7tim<br>E\u015fk\u00e2lime benzemi\u015ftim zamanla<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>E\u015fk\u00e2lime benzemi\u015ftim zamanla: \u0130nsan\u0131 \u015f\u00fcpheye d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcren bir dize. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<ol class=\"wp-block-list\"><li>Ka\u00e7\u0131r\u0131lm\u0131\u015f akl\u0131n aynas\u0131 <\/li><li>\u00d6ncenin han\u00e7eri<\/li><\/ol>\n\n\n\n<p>Kendimden \u015f\u00fcphelendi\u011fimde daha rahatt\u0131m oysa<br>Kumlara uzanm\u0131\u015f<br>En az\u0131ndan birka\u00e7 cesedin on ikiyi vurmas\u0131n\u0131 bekledi\u011fim sahillerde<br>Kendimden \u015f\u00fcphelendi\u011fimde <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u0130simlerimize \u00e7ekti\u011fimiz \u00e7izginin bileklerimizden ge\u00e7ti\u011fini uyand\u0131ran bir \u015feyler bulmal\u0131yd\u0131m belki de. Apartman bo\u015fluklar\u0131ndan bilindik sesler de eklerdim. Hem trenler de b\u0131rak\u0131rd\u0131 istasyonlar\u0131 aramay\u0131. Ceketimdeki mendil ceketimde kal\u0131rd\u0131 belki de.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Kulpu k\u0131r\u0131k ak\u015famlar\u0131n tela\u015f\u0131yd\u0131 her defas\u0131nda<br>\u00c7ar\u015f\u0131lar yerli yerindeydi, evler gurbetten de uzak<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ne kadar fazlaysa o kadar eksikti i\u015fte<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><a rel=\"noreferrer noopener\" href=\"https:\/\/upas.evvel.org\/?tag=emrah-sonmezisik\" target=\"_blank\"><strong>Emrah S\u00d6NMEZI\u015eIK<\/strong><\/a><br>Mart 2022<br><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[86],"class_list":["post-1877","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized","tag-emrah-sonmezisik","comments-off"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/upas.evvel.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1877","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/upas.evvel.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/upas.evvel.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/upas.evvel.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/upas.evvel.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1877"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/upas.evvel.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1877\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1878,"href":"https:\/\/upas.evvel.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1877\/revisions\/1878"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/upas.evvel.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1877"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/upas.evvel.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1877"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/upas.evvel.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1877"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}