Eve ula\u015fman\u0131n bir yolu olmal\u0131yd\u0131. Kalbin kap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 korkusuzca \u00e7alman\u0131n.
\nBoz bulan\u0131k hayat\u0131n, bulan\u0131k g\u00f6ren g\u00f6zlerin marifeti olup olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131n.
\nBeynin k\u0131vr\u0131mlar\u0131na \u00e7\u00f6reklenmi\u015f at\u0131klar\u0131 i\u00e7ini d\u0131\u015f\u0131na \u00e7\u0131kararak kusman\u0131n.
\nA\u011fz\u0131ndan alevler p\u00fcsk\u00fcrten canavar\u0131n g\u00f6zlerinin i\u00e7ine g\u00f6zlerini dikerek,
\ng\u00f6zbebeklerinde yans\u0131yan\u0131 en berrak haliyle g\u00f6rene dek.<\/p>\n
En siyah\u0131ndan bir patikayd\u0131, bir yan u\u00e7urum, hava \u00e7amurdan \u00e7ad\u0131rd\u0131.
\nCehennemde y\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fc daha iyi anlatabilecek bir ba\u015fka yer yoktu.
\nR\u00fczgar, \u00f6l\u00fcler, \u00e7akan \u015fim\u015fekler, ac\u0131, s\u0131ms\u0131k\u0131 bir araya toplanm\u0131\u015flard\u0131.
\nO kanl\u0131 kara. O zehirli \u00e7amurun i\u00e7inde y\u00fcr\u00fcmeye \u00e7abalad\u0131 bata \u00e7\u0131ka.
\nGece kayas\u0131n\u0131n derinlerinden kendine yol arkada\u015flar\u0131 da edinerek.
\nOlur ya ki d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcnden de s\u0131k olacakt\u0131, \u00e7amurda aya\u011f\u0131 kay\u0131p da
\ng\u00f6vdesi u\u00e7uruma do\u011fru meyletti\u011finde, bunlardan biri, oldu\u011funca
\nh\u0131zla elini tutacak ve yolda kalmas\u0131n\u0131 sa\u011flayacakt\u0131. O hakl\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131yd\u0131.
\nHer hayat\u0131 kendi hayat\u0131 gibi de\u011ferli bilen. Bir de kibrit\u00e7i gerekti,
\nr\u00fczgar sertle\u015ftik\u00e7e, etraf\u0131nda sarmal taklalar atarak, i\u00e7ini d\u0131\u015f\u0131na,
\nd\u0131\u015f\u0131n\u0131 i\u00e7ine katt\u0131k\u00e7a, s\u00f6nen ate\u015fi tekrar harlamal\u0131. \u0130nad\u0131 ya\u015fatmal\u0131.<\/p>\n
Dram\u0131n\u0131 ya\u015fayarak d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcrecekti. Karanl\u0131\u011f\u0131n, \u00f6z varl\u0131\u011f\u0131na daha yak\u0131n
\noldu\u011funu seziyordu. Kolayl\u0131kla kalabilirdi i\u00e7inde zamans\u0131z bir bi\u00e7imde.
\nBu kadar korkmasa kendinden, ka\u00e7maya da bu denli hevesi olmasa.
\nYine de, karanl\u0131\u011f\u0131n i\u00e7inden her \u015feyi g\u00f6rerek ge\u00e7mesi gerekiyordu.<\/p>\n
Derken, \u0131\u015f\u0131k \u00e7akacakt\u0131. Uzaklarda bir \u00e7akar\u0131n kerteriz vermesi gibi,
\nbir \u0131\u015f\u0131y\u0131p bir kaybolarak. Ah i\u015fte, nihayeti m\u00fcjdeleyen de bu olmal\u0131!
\nYakla\u015ft\u0131k\u00e7a, hevesi, h\u00fcz\u00fcnl\u00fc bir \u015fa\u015fk\u0131nl\u0131\u011fa d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015fecekti; bu muydu ev?
\nY\u00fcksek duvarlar, aslanl\u0131 yol ve e\u015fik muhaf\u0131zlar\u0131yla g\u00f6rkemini ba\u011f\u0131rm\u0131yor,
\napa\u00e7\u0131k ortada, sonsuz uzay\u0131n karanl\u0131\u011f\u0131na meydan okuyan beyaz bir ada
\nolmu\u015f, par\u0131ld\u0131yor. K\u0131l\u0131\u00e7 \u015fak\u0131rt\u0131lar\u0131na kar\u0131\u015fan kristal kahkahalarla \u00e7\u0131nl\u0131yor.
\nHades\u2019in koynuna almaya k\u0131yamad\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u00f6l\u00fcml\u00fcler i\u00e7in sonsuzluk adas\u0131.<\/p>\n
\u0130\u00e7indeki ses, bunun, o hep \u00f6zledi\u011fi kavu\u015fma olamayaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u0131tlatacakt\u0131.
\nBir an\u0131msatma, sisin i\u00e7inde y\u00fczerken bir an g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcveren hayalet gemi.
\nYa\u015fama bor\u00e7lan\u0131lan bir an.<\/p>\n
Sonra her \u015fey birbiri ard\u0131na par\u00e7alanacakt\u0131. Art\u0131k olmayan\u0131 \u00f6zlemenin a\u011fr\u0131s\u0131.
\nG\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fc de\u011fi\u015fmi\u015fti. Ay ve g\u00fcne\u015f, nadiren oldu\u011fu gibi, birlikte g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcyordu.
\nEeeey diye seslendi g\u00f6\u011fe, \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcn i\u00e7inden \u00e7\u0131k\u0131p gelenlere has k\u0131r\u0131lganl\u0131kla.
\nDilek ge\u00e7idinde s\u00fcz\u00fclen yelkenliydi yeniden.<\/p>\n
Bir dilek tutacak ve yeni bir anlam tasarlamaya koyulacakt\u0131.<\/p>\n
nefise p\u0131nar, dat\u00e7a, may\u0131s 2018<\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[34],"class_list":["post-200","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized","tag-nefise-pinar","comments-off"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/upas.evvel.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/200","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/upas.evvel.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/upas.evvel.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/upas.evvel.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/upas.evvel.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=200"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"https:\/\/upas.evvel.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/200\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1748,"href":"https:\/\/upas.evvel.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/200\/revisions\/1748"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/upas.evvel.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=200"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/upas.evvel.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=200"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/upas.evvel.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=200"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}