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K\u00dbN
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kar tutmayan sokaklar
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dirler-
y\u0131kanmaya da meyilli olabilirler mi?
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\u2014 kime h\u0131rka \u00f6r\u00fcyordum
ey kire\u00e7ta\u015f\u0131!
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tatl\u0131 su bal\u0131klar\u0131na tun\u00e7 geldi\u011fin
ren
ve partal ge\u00e7ti\u011fim z\u00fcmr\u00fct\u00fc
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