{"id":2052,"date":"2022-07-29T22:51:33","date_gmt":"2022-07-29T19:51:33","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/upas.evvel.org\/?p=2052"},"modified":"2022-07-30T00:12:18","modified_gmt":"2022-07-29T21:12:18","slug":"dort-siir-muhammet-emre-durmus","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/upas.evvel.org\/?p=2052","title":{"rendered":"D\u00d6RT \u015e\u0130\u0130R (Muhammet Emre Durmu\u015f)"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<blockquote class=\"wp-block-quote is-layout-flow wp-block-quote-is-layout-flow\"><p><strong>ATE\u015e GET\u0130REN<\/strong><br><br>\u0130\u015fte bu gecenin son seferi <br>Ve g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc alan \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 gelenin <br>Belki durur, belki de \u00f6yle giderim <br>Belki yolu belki zaman\u0131 ge\u00e7erim.<br><br>Oysa birdim, hi\u00e7 \u00fc\u015fenmedim.<br>Bir \u00e7ikolata paras\u0131, ayakkab\u0131s\u0131 delik <br>Karl\u0131 kap\u0131lar\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcnde paltosuz bekledim.<br>Neredeydiniz?<br><br>Hay\u0131r, ben o yollar\u0131 \u00e7oktan ge\u00e7tim.<br>O titreten so\u011fuk yaras\u0131 hep i\u00e7imdedir.<br>D\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcysem ne olmu\u015f, kanad\u0131ysa dizim <br>\u00c7izik g\u00fcl\u00fcmsememi g\u00f6sterir de ge\u00e7erim.<br><br>Daha ne g\u00f6rece\u011fiz bilmem dedim.<br>\u00d6yle ya dediler, zaman \u00e7ok \u00e7irkin <br>Bekletti\u011fim ki yaram sudan derin<br>Yapacak bir \u015fey yok deyip rastgele gittiler.<br>Ate\u015f getiren ellerimle g\u00fcne\u015fi bekledim <br>Neredeydiniz?<br><br>Acele et ka\u00e7\u0131rma bu seferi de gecenin <br>Beni d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnme, g\u00f6lgede zaten ruhum serin <br>Yaks\u0131n \u015fahlanan Temmuz\u2019un g\u00fcne\u015fi, ne \u00e7\u0131kar?<br>Girsin g\u00f6\u011f\u00fcn \u015fefkatli dikenleri g\u00f6\u011fs\u00fcme <br>Ah\u0131m\u0131 bir kenara b\u0131rak\u0131r da ge\u00e7erim.<\/p><cite> Temmuz 2022, \u0130stanbul<\/cite><\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n<hr class=\"wp-block-separator is-style-wide\"\/>\n\n\n\n<blockquote class=\"wp-block-quote is-layout-flow wp-block-quote-is-layout-flow\"><p><strong>ME\u015eALELER YANDI\u011eINDA<\/strong><br><br>\u0130\u00e7imizde me\u015faleler yakt\u0131k ama<br>K\u00fcllerimizden geri do\u011famad\u0131k.<br>Kap\u0131lar k\u0131r\u0131ld\u0131, porselen tabaklar gibi<br>Duvarlar \u00f6rd\u00fck kanat a\u00e7an g\u00fcvercinlere.<br><br>Rafa kald\u0131rd\u0131k kilitleri<br>\u015eafak ald\u0131rd\u0131k gecelere.<br><br>Sabahlar\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcn\u00fc tellerle \u00f6rd\u00fck<br>Umudun \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcn\u00fc ellerimizle g\u00f6rd\u00fck<br><br>Me\u015faleler yand\u0131\u011f\u0131nda<br>Kilitli kap\u0131lar\u0131n ard\u0131nda<br>Rafa kald\u0131r\u0131lan uzun gecelerde s\u00f6nd\u00fck<\/p><cite> A\u011fustos 2015, \u0130stanbul<\/cite><\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n<hr class=\"wp-block-separator is-style-wide\"\/>\n\n\n\n<blockquote class=\"wp-block-quote is-layout-flow wp-block-quote-is-layout-flow\"><p><strong>B\u0130Z K\u00dc\u00c7\u00dcKKEN<\/strong><br><br>Isl\u0131klar bir ne\u015feli \u00e7alard\u0131.<br>Ad\u0131mlar ahenkli yava\u015f yava\u015f t\u0131n\u0131lard\u0131.<br>Nereye ko\u015ftu\u011funu bilmeksizin<br>\u0130nsanlar yeti\u015fmek i\u00e7in ko\u015fturmazd\u0131.<br>Apartmandan labirentlerin aras\u0131nda,<br>Labirentlerin etraf\u0131nda.<br><br>Ya\u011fmurdan ka\u00e7\u0131lmaz, umars\u0131z top oynan\u0131rd\u0131.<br>Verilecek hesap \u00e7amuruydu pantolonun.<br>K\u00fc\u00e7\u00fckken ben <br>G\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fcn \u00f6n\u00fcndeydi g\u00f6\u011f\u00fcn ku\u015fa\u011f\u0131<br>G\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fc u\u00e7suz maviydi<br>T\u00fcm g\u00fczel g\u00f6zler g\u00f6k rengiydi<br>Aydan ald\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u0131\u015f\u0131kla <br>T\u00fcm \u00e7ocuk g\u00f6zleri d\u00fcnya gecesiydi.<br>\u0130\u00e7inde y\u0131ld\u0131zlar\u0131n g\u00f6lgesi.<br><br>Mevsimlerin ruhu vard\u0131.<br>G\u00fcn y\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6sterip g\u00fclerdi yaln\u0131zlara.<br>Ya\u011fmur h\u00fczn\u00fcn\u00fc gizlemez beraber a\u011flard\u0131.<br>D\u00fcnden kalan pis tortular birikmezdi kanallarda<br>U\u00e7ar\u0131 bilyeler ve k\u00e2\u011f\u0131t sandallar y\u00fczerdi.<br>R\u00fczg\u00e2rlar\u0131n savurdu\u011fu \u00e7ocukluklarda<\/p><p>\u00dcst\u00fcnde g\u00f6k g\u00fcrleyen y\u00fcrekler<br>Ba\u011fr\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131klar\u0131 h\u0131rpani seslerle<br>A\u011f\u0131tlar yakarlard\u0131 bu bahts\u0131z ya\u015famaya<br>Duman\u0131 ba\u011fr\u0131nda t\u00fcten kavallar \u00e7alard\u0131<br>Zalim haramilerin g\u00f6kten saray\u0131nda.<br><br>K\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck oldu\u011fum zamanlarda<br>Selamlar kar\u015f\u0131l\u0131ks\u0131z kalmazd\u0131.<br>\u00c7orbalar s\u0131cakt\u0131, kalbi doyard\u0131 gariplerin bile.<br>B\u00fcy\u00fckt\u00fc ailemiz, b\u00fcy\u00fckt\u00fc kalbimiz.<br>Akl\u0131m\u0131z vard\u0131, insanlard\u0131k.<br>Hi\u00e7 de\u011filse yar\u0131n\u0131m\u0131z vard\u0131<br>Hi\u00e7 de\u011filse kendimiz vard\u0131<br>Kendimiz, biz, hepimiz.<\/p><cite> \u015eubat 2022, \u0130stanbul<\/cite><\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n<hr class=\"wp-block-separator is-style-wide\"\/>\n\n\n\n<blockquote class=\"wp-block-quote is-layout-flow wp-block-quote-is-layout-flow\"><p><strong>EVC\u0130L\u0130K<\/strong><br><br>O sessiz soluklar\u0131n ard\u0131nda,<br>Kimler h\u0131\u00e7k\u0131r\u0131yor bir bilseniz.<br>Yol ortas\u0131nda \u00f6lmek vard\u0131r \u015fimdi,<br>Bizi ancak yorgun g\u00fcne\u015f paklar.<br>A\u011fustos bir bulut g\u00f6\u00e7meye yatarken<br>Ruhunuz kasvet bulutlar\u0131n\u0131 da\u011flar.<br><br>\u015eimdi \u00f6lmek ne zordur bir bilseniz,<br>Arkan\u0131zdan bir yaz ya\u011fmuru a\u011flar.<br>Bir yaln\u0131zl\u0131k vard\u0131, o da gitti,<br>Yellerinden bir bo\u015fluktur kalkar.<br><br>Arkan\u0131zdan bir yaz ya\u011fmuru a\u011flar.<br>Bir yaln\u0131zl\u0131k vard\u0131, o da gitti,<br>Yellerinden bir bo\u015fluktur kalkar.<br><br>Anlayamamak ne zordur bir bilseniz,<br>Doludur yataklar\u0131n\u0131z, bentleriniz ta\u015fmaz.<br>\u0130\u00e7inizde b\u00fcy\u00fct\u00fcrs\u00fcn\u00fcz yetimlerinizi<br>Dalgalan\u0131r denizleriniz, dolar durulmaz<\/p><p>Ve \u015fimdi bir balkon k\u00f6\u015fesinde<br>Bakarken bir asfalt bal\u00e7\u0131\u011f\u0131na,<br>Enkazdan \u00e7\u0131kan evcilik \u00e7ocuklar\u0131n\u0131<br>\u0130zleyip a\u011flayamamak da m\u00fcmk\u00fcn.<br><br>\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc sadece enkaz alt\u0131nda de\u011fil,<br>May\u0131nlar alt\u0131nda da oynuyor \u00e7ocuklar,<br>Madenin alt\u0131nda g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u00fcyor \u00e7ocuklar,<br>Sular alt\u0131nda duruluyor bu m\u00fcrekkep ve<br>Karanl\u0131klar i\u00e7inde s\u00f6n\u00fcyor \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z.<br>\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc evcilik oynarken mahsustan de\u011fil,<br>\u00d6l\u00fcm oyununda devriliyor \u00e7ocuklar\u0131m\u0131z.<br><br>Cam\u0131n ard\u0131ndan bunlar\u0131 izlemek ne zor bilseniz,<br>G\u00f6kten d\u00fc\u015fen bir su damlas\u0131 olmak istersiniz.<\/p><cite> A\u011fustos 2015, \u0130stanbul<\/cite><\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>Muhammet Emre 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