{"id":2184,"date":"2023-02-21T06:04:21","date_gmt":"2023-02-21T04:04:21","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/upas.evvel.org\/?p=2184"},"modified":"2023-02-21T06:06:40","modified_gmt":"2023-02-21T04:06:40","slug":"son-kez-solo-trompet-ugur-yanikel","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/upas.evvel.org\/?p=2184","title":{"rendered":"SON KEZ SOLO TROMPET (U\u011fur Yan\u0131kel)"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<div style=\"height:20px\" aria-hidden=\"true\" class=\"wp-block-spacer\"><\/div>\n\n\n\n<center><iframe loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/embed\/l5GJRunxOR4\" allowfullscreen=\"\" width=\"560\" height=\"315\"><\/iframe><\/center>\n\n\n\n<hr class=\"wp-block-separator is-style-wide\"\/>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>son kez solo trompet<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>ayaklar\u0131 \u00e7\u0131plak bir s\u0131n\u0131fta geziyor<br>Usulca Kad\u0131n<br>inand\u0131m rengi ak\u0131lda tutmakt\u0131 bu<br>\u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc benim ya\u015f\u0131m hep g\u00f6rmek<br>\u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc duvarda ayakland\u0131 k\u00f6t\u00fcmser g\u00fcne\u015f<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>beni anlat diye d\u00fcrt\u00fcyor<br>anlat diye d\u00fcrt: zillere bas.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>ya\u015fayarak denedim<br>\u00e7ocuklar\u0131n bildi\u011fi i\u00e7in g\u00fcl\u00fcmsedi\u011fi mar\u015f\u0131<br>zapt edilirim diye sald\u0131rd\u0131m kafamdaki sinemaya<br>tesirinde \u00e7ocukluk: iki eli iki kere h\u0131rpani<br>\u015fa\u015f\u0131 bir \u015feyin anas\u0131 gibi c\u00fcce<br>Ya\u015famak\u2019\u0131 telafi edecek gibi bak\u0131yorken<br>buna d\u00fc\u015fman \u00e7o\u011faltan benim a\u011fz\u0131md\u0131<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>beklenmedik kalpte icadolundu sismograf<br>\u00d6l\u00fcm\u2019e yal\u0131n giderken d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrd\u00fcm anahtar\u0131: e v  s a l l a n d \u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>geli\u015fmekte avurdumda avlular<br>rengi ve sesi tekrar ettim<br>rengi ve sesi<br>g\u00f6stersem \u00fcrkeceklerdi elimdeki yumruklar ihtimalini<br>sakl\u0131 tuttum: asabiyet can\u0131m\u0131n yongas\u0131d\u0131r<br>me\u015fhur bir yalan g\u00f6zlerimden aynayan ihti\u015faml\u0131 ma\u011fbuliyet<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>ben bu d\u00fcnyay\u0131 yat\u0131l\u0131 okuyorum.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong><em><a rel=\"noreferrer noopener\" href=\"https:\/\/evvel.org\/ilgi\/ugur-yanikel\" target=\"_blank\">U\u011fur YANIKEL<\/a><br>Panoptikon Dergisi, Aral\u0131k 2017<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<hr class=\"wp-block-separator is-style-wide\"\/>\n\n\n\n<p style=\"text-align:left\">U\u011fur Yan\u0131kel ar\u015fivine <a rel=\"noreferrer noopener\" href=\"https:\/\/evvel.org\/ilgi\/ugur-yanikel\" target=\"_blank\">https:\/\/evvel.org\/ilgi\/ugur-yanikel<\/a> adresinden ula\u015fabilirsiniz.   <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[24,1],"tags":[138],"class_list":["post-2184","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-gorungu","category-uncategorized","tag-ugur-yanikel","comments-off"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/upas.evvel.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2184","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/upas.evvel.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/upas.evvel.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/upas.evvel.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/upas.evvel.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=2184"}],"version-history":[{"count":5,"href":"https:\/\/upas.evvel.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2184\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":2189,"href":"https:\/\/upas.evvel.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2184\/revisions\/2189"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/upas.evvel.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=2184"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/upas.evvel.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=2184"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/upas.evvel.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=2184"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}