{"id":2208,"date":"2023-03-16T21:45:24","date_gmt":"2023-03-16T19:45:24","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/upas.evvel.org\/?p=2208"},"modified":"2023-03-16T21:48:48","modified_gmt":"2023-03-16T19:48:48","slug":"evvel-org-20-yasinda","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/upas.evvel.org\/?p=2208","title":{"rendered":"evvel.org 20 ya\u015f\u0131nda!"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<div class=\"wp-block-image\"><figure class=\"aligncenter\"><a href=\"https:\/\/evvel.org\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noreferrer noopener\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"500\" height=\"186\" src=\"https:\/\/upas.evvel.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/03\/renkli-k.jpg\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-2209\"\/><\/a><\/figure><\/div>\n\n\n\n<blockquote class=\"wp-block-quote is-layout-flow wp-block-quote-is-layout-flow\"><p><strong>Upas Yay\u0131n<\/strong>&#8216;\u0131n do\u011fum yeri <a rel=\"noreferrer noopener\" aria-label=\"evvel.org (yeni sekmede a\u00e7\u0131l\u0131r)\" href=\"https:\/\/evvel.org\" target=\"_blank\">evvel.org<\/a> 20 ya\u015f\u0131nda! <\/p><\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n<p>Bu kadar retori\u011fe ve kozmopolit ya\u015fama kar\u015f\u0131n \u00e7eli\u015fkisiz bir b\u00fct\u00fcn  olmak \u00e7ok zor art\u0131k. Bunu kabul etmeliyiz. G\u00fcn\u00fcm\u00fcz metinlerinde dizge,  kurgu ve kronoloji yava\u015f yava\u015f de\u011ferini, i\u015flerli\u011fini yitiriyor. En ba\u015fta  bunu hissettim. Sonra da kendimi \u015furada buldum;\u00a0 \u201c\u00e7a\u011fr\u0131\u015f\u0131mlar\u201d ve \u201cyan  anlamlar\u201dla ilerleyen, anlatmak yerine sezdirmeyi ye\u011fleyen, \u201c\u00f6ncesi\u201d ile  \u201csonras\u0131\u201d yitmeye y\u00fcz tutmu\u015f, nedensellik, planlama ve m\u00fchendislik  g\u00fcd\u00fcs\u00fc\u00a0 azalt\u0131lm\u0131\u015f -hatta yok edilmi\u015f- bir \u015feyler (betik) olu\u015fturulmal\u0131\u2026  Ancak t\u00fcm\u00fcyle de sa\u00e7mac\u0131l\u0131k oynayamay\u0131z; yani \u201caksak\u201d da olsa \u00fc\u00e7 a\u015fa\u011f\u0131  be\u015f yukar\u0131 bir t\u0131n\u0131, bir duru\u015f olmal\u0131, sezdirilmeli\u2026 \u201cPar\u00e7alar\u201d olmal\u0131  ve araya \u201csus\u201dlar konmal\u0131\u2026 Bu garip betik, hangi edebiyat ak\u0131m\u0131ndan ya  da yaz\u0131nsal t\u00fcrden, hangi eserden olursa olsun sadece fragmanlar  taraf\u0131ndan olu\u015fmal\u0131\u2026 Metinler ve onlar\u0131n olu\u015fturdu\u011fu kolaj, \u0130lhan  Berk\u2019in deyi\u015fiyle \u201cbir cehennem provas\u0131\u201d gibi i\u015flenmeli, se\u00e7ilmeli\u2026 Bir  ad\u0131m daha ileri giderek, olu\u015fturulan bu kolaj\u0131n fragmanlar\u0131 da aksamal\u0131,  serbestle\u015fmeli, yeni metinlerle, geribildirimlerle ve kesitlerle  b\u00fcy\u00fcmeli, stokastik s\u00fcre\u00e7ler gibi, bir sarho\u015fun bir \u00e7izgi do\u011frultusunda  y\u00fcr\u00fcmesi -asl\u0131nda y\u00fcr\u00fcyememesi- gibi ilerlemeli ve b\u00fct\u00fcn\u00fcne bak\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131nda  atonaliteye benzer bir \u015feylere(betik) ula\u015f\u0131lmal\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u0130\u015fte, okudu\u011fum, dinledi\u011fim ve yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131m metinlerin&nbsp; aras\u0131ndan tuttum, \n\u201cpar\u00e7alar\u201d ald\u0131m. Bunlar benim \u201cyaz\u0131n\u201d sezgilerime ve&nbsp; kafama&nbsp; g\u00f6re \ng\u00fczel \u201c\u015fey\u201dler; deyi\u015fler, s\u00f6ylemler, olaylar, dizeler, t\u00fcmceler, \nhaberler, karakterler\u2026 Sonra da onlar\u0131 buraya -bu blog sitesine- \nkaydettim. Ayn\u0131 zamanda benim i\u00e7in b\u00fcy\u00fck bir \u201cal\u0131nt\u0131 defteri\u201d varoldu. \n\u201cAksak Kolaj\u201d fikri b\u00f6yle \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131; bir b\u00fcy\u00fck \u201cbetik\u201d olu\u015fturman\u0131n co\u015fkusu \n\u2013belki de \u00f6zg\u00fcrl\u00fc\u011f\u00fc- t\u00fcm bunlar\u2026&nbsp; Ve bir ak\u0131l kar\u0131\u015f\u0131kl\u0131\u011f\u0131, bir yandan da\n \u201ckay\u0131t alt\u0131na alma g\u00fcd\u00fcs\u00fc\u201d\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Daha \u00f6nce (2003-2006) bu i\u015fi \u201csonras\u0131zl\u0131k\u201d ad\u0131nda bas\u0131l\u0131 bir fanzin \nyay\u0131mlayarak ger\u00e7ekle\u015ftiriyordum. Fanzin \u0130stanbul\/Kad\u0131k\u00f6y\u2019de 100 adet \nbas\u0131l\u0131yor ve da\u011f\u0131t\u0131l\u0131yordu. 2006\u2019da internet \u00fczerindeki yeni \nteknolojiyle (blog sistemiyle) birlikte&nbsp; \u201csonras\u0131zl\u0131k\u201d ad\u0131n\u0131 \nverdi\u011fim\/diki\u015f att\u0131\u011f\u0131m bu \u201caksak kolaj\u201d daha b\u00fcy\u00fck, s\u0131n\u0131rs\u0131z ve i\u015flek \nhale geldi\u2026 Geribildirimlerin, yan metinlerin, a\u00e7\u0131l\u0131mlar\u0131n da \neklenebilece\u011fi bir \u201ccehennem yeri\u201d oldu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u015eu an okumakta, takip etmekte bulundu\u011funuz bu b\u00fcy\u00fck beti\u011fi (aksak \nkolaj\u0131) yay\u0131mlamaya\/olu\u015fturmaya ba\u015flamam\u0131n \u00fczerinden tam 20 y\u0131l \n(2003-2023) ge\u00e7mi\u015f\u2026 <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Poetika \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmalar\u0131m\u0131, efemeratik koleksiyon ar\u015fivimi, de\u011finileri,  duyurular\u0131, anlat\u0131lar\u0131, \u015fiirleri, dizeleri, if\u015faatlar\u0131, lobutlar\u0131,  buluntular\u0131, Ece Ayhan, \u0130lhan Berk, Faz\u0131l H\u00fcsn\u00fc Da\u011flarca, Oktay Rifat,  Kuzgun Acar, Kerim \u00c7apl\u0131, Yavuz \u00c7etin, Sait Faik, Oru\u00e7 Aruoba, Bedri  Rahmi, Abidin Dino, N\u00e2z\u0131m Hikmet <a rel=\"noreferrer noopener\" href=\"https:\/\/bit.ly\/evvelindeksi\" target=\"_blank\">ara\u015ft\u0131rmalar\u0131m\u0131z<\/a>\u0131  (sonras\u0131nda U\u011fur Yan\u0131kel, Duygu G\u00fcnde\u015f, \u00d6zge Dirik gibi erken  kaybetti\u011fimiz s\u0131k\u0131 dostlar\u0131m\u0131z i\u00e7in sayg\u0131 \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmalar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131) al\u0131nt\u0131lar\u0131,  etkinlikleri, tart\u0131\u015fmalar\u0131, incelemeleri, foto\u011fraflar\u0131, \u00e7a\u011fda\u015f-kavramsal  ve saf sanat\u0131, ger\u00e7ek\u00fcst\u00fcc\u00fcl\u00fc\u011f\u00fc, dadac\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131, Kad\u0131k\u00f6y\u2019\u00fc, ba\u011f\u0131ms\u0131z  m\u00fczi\u011fi, blues, caz ve rock\u2019n roll\u2019u, s\u00f6yle\u015fileri, izlenimleri,  deneyimleri, eski-yeni-nadir-imzal\u0131 kitaplar\u0131, sahaflar\u0131, e-kitaplar\u0131, UPAS\u2019\u0131,  dergileri, sokak sanat\u0131n\u0131, dilbilimi, felsefeyi, payla\u015f\u0131mlar\u0131,  m\u00fccadeleleri ve t\u00fcm bunlar\u0131n etraf\u0131nda yer alan insanlar\u0131 (ve aksine  insan olamayanlar\u0131) k\u0131sacas\u0131 her \u015feyi -ama her \u015feyi- akl\u0131ma getirdi\u011fimde  s\u00f6z konusu 20 y\u0131l bana 200 y\u0131l gibi geliyor\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Bu kalabal\u0131k beni yoruyor ama mutsuz etmiyor. Aksine umut veriyor, \nzinde tutuyor\u2026 Ve bu y\u00fck\u00fcn insan\u0131 insan eden akkor sahicili\u011fini ya\u015fam\u0131m \nboyunca ta\u015f\u0131maya, \u00e7o\u011faltmaya devam edece\u011fim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Sonu\u00e7ta, \u00f6lene kadar yazmaya kararl\u0131y\u0131m, ama bunu kimseye \u00f6nermiyorum. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong><em><a href=\"https:\/\/www.zaferyalcinpinar.info\">Zafer Yal\u00e7\u0131np\u0131nar<\/a><br>2003-2023<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-2208","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized","comments-off"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/upas.evvel.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2208","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/upas.evvel.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/upas.evvel.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/upas.evvel.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/upas.evvel.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=2208"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"https:\/\/upas.evvel.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2208\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":2212,"href":"https:\/\/upas.evvel.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2208\/revisions\/2212"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/upas.evvel.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=2208"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/upas.evvel.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=2208"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/upas.evvel.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=2208"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}