talihten bir g\u00fcn daha. d\u00fc\u011fmeler k\u00f6klenmi\u015f yani ensemde solu\u011fu. ulan kopuk ne baban\u0131 ar\u0131yorsun? benim s\u0131\u00e7t\u0131\u011f\u0131m bok diyor k\u0131s k\u0131s. ya herru ya merru. l\u00e2 il\u00e2he illallah zikri gibi bir ba\u015f d\u00f6nmesi. devrilirse ki imk\u00e2n\u0131 yok kapaklanmaman\u0131n katiyen dokunmay\u0131n do\u011frulana dek. diline bak\u0131n tamam. g\u00f6r\u00fcm mor \u0131\u015f\u0131klar \u00e7ak\u0131yor sa\u011f el sol kap\u0131. eklemlerinden ayr\u0131lm\u0131\u015f bir cesedi \u00fct\u00fcl\u00fcyorum h\u00fb. elsiz ayaks\u0131z dalg\u0131n bir \u015fecere. g\u00f6bek deli\u011fi jilet ama var bir hin. ben ki f\u0131rlat\u0131lan \u00e7atal\u0131n k\u0131\u00e7a saplan\u0131p dimdik durdu\u011funu i\u015fittim. tekneden \u00e7ivileme atlayanlar\u0131n kaz\u0131\u011fa \u00e7ak\u0131l\u0131p yar\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131. ho\u015f geliyorsa ve kapal\u0131ysa bir t\u0131klat bak ses nas\u0131l. alt da benim \u00fcst de yerde ama deniz. so\u011fudu. bir yorgan devri daha a\u00e7\u0131ld\u0131 ki bu hayra al\u00e2mettir. ard\u0131na el ayak t\u0131rnaklar\u0131n\u0131 bir. ay\u0131 hizala ar\u0131. sen ki e\u015fekle bir an\u0131l\u0131rs\u0131n ve bilirsin. bekta\u015f\u00ee s\u0131rr\u0131 sanars\u0131n ta\u015f d\u00f6vmeyi. yat\u0131r bulmu\u015f gibi orada ve \u00e7enede m\u0131zrak yerde acem yay\u0131. bo\u015f. dolma kulak g\u00f6z\u00fcn kayarca okunaks\u0131zl\u0131\u011fa. nedir? k\u00e2l\u00fb bel\u00e2dan beri \u015fi\u015firir biri bas bas. arada ge\u00e7er yanlar\u0131n\u0131 s\u00fcrterek dardan t\u0131k\u0131z. ne d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcyorsun kara. i\u015fte d\u00fczayak i\u015fte fuhu\u015f. ve bah\u00e7eleri ast\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6rsem havaya derim neci bu?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
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