{"id":715,"date":"2019-03-01T13:53:47","date_gmt":"2019-03-01T11:53:47","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/upas.evvel.org\/?p=715"},"modified":"2022-04-19T23:01:54","modified_gmt":"2022-04-19T20:01:54","slug":"yerli-quetzal-gokturk-yasar","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/upas.evvel.org\/?p=715","title":{"rendered":"YERL\u0130 QUETZAL (G\u00f6kt\u00fcrk Ya\u015far)"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p><em>(<\/em><a rel=\"noreferrer noopener\" aria-label=\"Duygu G\u00fcnde\u015f (yeni sekmede a\u00e7\u0131l\u0131r)\" href=\"https:\/\/duygugundes.info\" target=\"_blank\"><em>Duygu G\u00fcnde\u015f<\/em><\/a><em> i\u00e7in&#8230;)<\/em><br><br><strong>1\/<\/strong><br>Seni unutmayaca\u011f\u0131m.<br>Seni unutmayaca\u011f\u0131m<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>2\/<\/strong><br>\u201cVe art\u0131k ben bu iniltili insan derisi i\u00e7indeki resmi g\u00f6rebiliyorum\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Aral\u0131kt\u0131<br>Tohumlar h\u00e2l\u00e2 donuk<br>Gece ne\u015feliydi<br>Az bir kalabal\u0131k bizi merak edip gelmi\u015fti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Hepimiz sa\u00e7mal\u0131k sa\u00e7an histeri an\u0131<br>Seanslar\u0131yla konu\u015fuyor,<br>G\u00fcl\u00fc\u015flerle yerlerde yuvarlan\u0131yor,<br>Oturuyor,<br>Masaya ve<br>Sandalyelere t\u00fcn\u00fcyorduk.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>A\u011f\u0131rl\u0131k merkezli ben.<br>(O\u2019nun s\u00f6z\u00fc ile)<br>Gecenin a\u011f\u0131rl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 ta\u015f\u0131yan ben\u2026<br>Oturdu\u011fum yerde g\u00f6zlerimle insanlar\u0131 oyuyordum.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Geceyi Karak\u00f6y\u2019de ge\u00e7irdik<br>Bir bar masas\u0131nda sekiz g\u00f6zle.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Kar\u015f\u0131lar ve insans\u0131z, arabas\u0131z trans modlar\u0131<br>Haikular, uzun paket sigaralar ve ondan daha uzun s\u00f6zlerle<br>En \u00f6nemlisi b\u00fcy\u00fck bir sarho\u015fluk etkisiyle<br>Hat\u0131rl\u0131yorum o g\u00fcn\u00fc\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u2026<br>Hat\u0131rl\u0131yorum. Evet, hat\u0131rl\u0131yorum.<br>Son g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm zamand\u0131 seni.<br>\u015ei\u015fmi\u015f aln\u0131n ve<br>\u00c7evirdi\u011fin \u015fiirlerle\u2026<br>\u00d6n\u00fcne kitab\u0131n\u0131 koydum ve imzalaman\u0131 istedim.<br>Yar\u0131 ay\u0131k bak\u0131\u015flarla bana bakt\u0131n<br>Ve hafif g\u00fcl\u00fcmseyerek; \u201ciyi ki geldin, iyi ki vars\u0131n\u201d yazd\u0131n.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Evet, eminim.<br>On iki on iki on sekiz tarihinde<br>Karak\u00f6y\u2019de bir bar masas\u0131nda<br>D\u00f6rt ki\u015fiydik<br>\u00dc\u00e7 bira ve bir kadeh rak\u0131 vard\u0131 masada.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Esrarengizden, gece karanl\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan, \u00fclkelerden, dillerden<br>Bahsetmi\u015ftik ve k\u0131rsaldan.<br>Son vapur kalkarken\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>3\/<\/strong><br>Evet, hat\u0131rl\u0131yorum. Tam tarih\u2026<br>S\u0131f\u0131r bir s\u0131f\u0131r iki on dokuz, saat gece yar\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 ge\u00e7iyordu.<br>Bir mesaj arkas\u0131ndan bir telefon konu\u015fmas\u0131\u2026<br>Konu\u015fma s\u0131ras\u0131nda kar\u015f\u0131l\u0131kl\u0131 oturup \u00e7ocuk gibi a\u011flayan iki adam.<br>Yokluk\u2026<br>\u015e\u00f6yle tan\u0131mlam\u0131\u015ft\u0131 iri adam \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcn\u00fc;<br>\u201c\u015eiir gibi bir \u015fey bu,<br>Yokluk\u2026 Anlars\u0131n, sen de ya\u015fad\u0131n.\u201d<br>Susmak\u2026<br>Elden gelen hi\u00e7bir \u015fey yok!<br>Evet, art\u0131k biliyorum.<br>Yaln\u0131z\u0131z ve o iri adamdan ba\u015fka bir haber yok!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>4\/<\/strong><br>Daha<br>Yo\u011fun<br>Olabilirdi <br>Belki.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ama <br>Bu<br>Sondu!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>G\u00f6kt\u00fcrk Ya\u015far<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<div style=\"height:20px\" aria-hidden=\"true\" class=\"wp-block-spacer\"><\/div>\n\n\n\n<hr class=\"wp-block-separator is-style-wide\"\/>\n\n\n\n<p>Bkz: <a rel=\"noreferrer noopener\" aria-label=\"Upas Bulu\u015fmas\u0131'n\u0131n Etkinlik Defteri'nden... (yeni sekmede a\u00e7\u0131l\u0131r)\" href=\"https:\/\/upas.evvel.org\/?p=558\" target=\"_blank\">Upas Bulu\u015fmas\u0131&#8217;n\u0131n Etkinlik Defteri&#8217;nden&#8230;<\/a><\/p>\n\n\n\n<hr class=\"wp-block-separator is-style-wide\"\/>\n\n\n\n<p>Ayr\u0131ca bkz: <a href=\"https:\/\/upas.evvel.org\/birsayiklamavefragmanlar.pdf\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noreferrer noopener\" aria-label=\" (yeni sekmede a\u00e7\u0131l\u0131r)\">Bir say\u0131klama ve&#8230;<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[25,65],"class_list":["post-715","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized","tag-duygu-gundes","tag-gokturk-yasar","comments-off"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/upas.evvel.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/715","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/upas.evvel.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/upas.evvel.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/upas.evvel.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/upas.evvel.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=715"}],"version-history":[{"count":4,"href":"https:\/\/upas.evvel.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/715\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1965,"href":"https:\/\/upas.evvel.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/715\/revisions\/1965"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/upas.evvel.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=715"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/upas.evvel.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=715"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/upas.evvel.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=715"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}