{"id":873,"date":"2019-06-26T13:13:57","date_gmt":"2019-06-26T10:13:57","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/upas.evvel.org\/?p=873"},"modified":"2020-01-15T10:54:52","modified_gmt":"2020-01-15T08:54:52","slug":"artistik-jimnastik-emirhan-guven","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/upas.evvel.org\/?p=873","title":{"rendered":"ART\u0130ST\u0130K J\u0130MNAST\u0130K (Emir Alisipahi)"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p><em>\u00f6ns\u00f6z;<br>deniz; kendinin ne denli derin ya da s\u0131\u011f oldu\u011funu tasvir etmek zorunda de\u011fildir.<br>g\u00f6rebilmek; nitelikli ve ciddi bir i\u015ftir.<br>arif ola-n\u0131-bilmenin diyeti budur<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>\u201cArtistik Jimnastik\u201d<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>s\u00f6nmeden evvel harland\u0131,<br>k\u00fckreyerek mumun fitili.<br>yenmi\u015f istanbul\u2019u besbelli!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u00e7\u00f6lde bir vaha gibiydi,<br>\u015fehvetin hayrat \u00e7e\u015fmesi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>serapta debelenir hoyrat \u00f6k\u00fczler,<br>sihirbaz\u0131n foyas\u0131ndan bihaber.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>ne derin \u00e7ukurdur ki kibir,<br>imameden \u015fa\u015f\u0131rt\u0131r k\u0131bleyi!<br>insan eti di\u015flersin, ey cani!<br>t\u00fck\u00fcr! t\u00fck\u00fcr! t\u00fck\u00fcr! t\u00fck\u00fcr!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>dilinden d\u00fc\u015fmezdi ku\u015fkusuz,<br>ahk\u00e2m kesen beylik laflar\u0131.<br>belindeydi \u00e7ekoslovak tabancas\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>y\u00fckt\u00fcr kamburundan arta kalan,<br>pasl\u0131 duda\u011f\u0131n\u0131 yalad\u0131.<br>\u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fc an\u0131msad\u0131.<br>tela\u015f\u0131 vard\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>h\u00fcz\u00fcnl\u00fcd\u00fcr art\u0131k ya\u015fan\u0131rken gece<br>g\u00f6rmez misin?<br>ne g\u00fc\u00e7t\u00fcr hakikatin and\u0131n\u0131 i\u00e7mek. <br>ne g\u00fc\u00e7l\u00fcd\u00fcr, her bir hecesinde.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>gaflete d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr\u00fcr ayd\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131 beklemek,<br>zifir\u00ee karanl\u0131klar\u0131 \u00f6pmeden.<br>geceleyin.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>duvardan ilhamda isyan hakt\u0131r,<br>duvarlar kat\u0131ks\u0131zd\u0131r, so\u011fuktur,<br>duvarlarda as\u0131kt\u0131r y\u00fcz\u00fcn,<br>geceleyin.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>topraktan \u00e7\u0131kan b\u00f6cekler,<br>surat\u0131ma sevgi kusarken,<br>tan\u2019dan d\u00fc\u015fen ta\u015ft\u0131r,<br>kararan k\u00f6m\u00fcrcesine,<br>zat\u0131m\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcnce.<br>geceleyin.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>zaman size t\u00fck\u00fcre dursun,<br>mahremim! beni bekle\u2026<br>hatip talk\u0131m veredursun,<br>susad\u0131m \u00e2n\u2019\u0131n k\u00f6r g\u00f6lgesinde.<br>geceleyin.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>mu\u011flak ruhlar titrerken,<br>soyulmaya da haz\u0131rken,<br>bankalar ve kad\u0131nlar,<br>parmaklar\u0131mda ulur marifetim,<br>geceleyin.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>hararetle devinir,<br>g\u0131yab\u0131nda islerin.<br>iniltimi duyar gibisin!<br>ele veriyor a\u00e7l\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6zlerin.<br>geceleyin.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u00e7almay\u0131n kap\u0131m\u0131!<br>\u00e7\u0131\u011f\u0131rmay\u0131n dizlerimde!<br>sokak lambas\u0131yla avunurken,<br>b\u0131rakt\u0131m hakl\u0131 olmay\u0131!<br>geceleyin.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>kanlar\u0131n\u0131za ekmek bana bana,<br>rabbena hep bana yenirken,<br>yaralar\u0131n\u0131za tampon niyetine,<br>balya balya pe\u00e7ete bas\u0131l\u0131rken,<br>a\u011fz\u0131n\u0131 e\u011fip boynunuzu b\u00fckt\u00fc,<br>kusmu\u011funu gevi\u015f getiren.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>siyah\u0131n hi\u00e7li\u011fini kavrarken,<br>\u015fahsiyetimdi elime \u00f6len.<br>geceleyin.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>g\u00fczeldi her \u015fey az iken.<br>ekmek de.<br>umutlar h\u00e2l\u00e2 ekmekte!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong><a href=\"https:\/\/upas.evvel.org\/?tag=emir-alisipahi\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noreferrer noopener\" aria-label=\" (yeni sekmede a\u00e7\u0131l\u0131r)\">Emir AL\u0130S\u0130PAH\u0130<\/a><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<hr class=\"wp-block-separator is-style-wide\"\/>\n\n\n\n<p>Ayr\u0131ca bkz: <a href=\"https:\/\/bit.ly\/sifatsiz\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noreferrer noopener\" aria-label=\"S\u0131fats\u0131z Tamlama (yeni sekmede a\u00e7\u0131l\u0131r)\">S\u0131fats\u0131z Tamlama<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[87],"class_list":["post-873","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized","tag-emir-alisipahi","comments-off"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/upas.evvel.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/873","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/upas.evvel.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/upas.evvel.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/upas.evvel.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/upas.evvel.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=873"}],"version-history":[{"count":4,"href":"https:\/\/upas.evvel.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/873\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1138,"href":"https:\/\/upas.evvel.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/873\/revisions\/1138"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/upas.evvel.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=873"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/upas.evvel.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=873"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/upas.evvel.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=873"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}